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[Oct. 26th, 2004|02:30 am] |
some lame o head hacked my paypal account and bought themselves a sapphire... not only that they paid more for it than the auction price... we hates them!
yesterday Sam said I need to wait a month, but he has a surprise for me...???? |
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| moving changing never static |
[Oct. 23rd, 2004|11:19 pm] |
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I emailed Salman today and told him basically... that he is the center of my world and I am not the center of his, to either include me or set me free... he emailed me back and said that I talk too much and I am not set free I belong to him.... I like that I belong to him... I don't like the way our relationship is in a strange void balance thing... there needs to be inclusion and change and being the persistent little bug that I am I will keep pressing for what I need.
Money is just screwed, but someday, this too shall pass... Cory came over and he and T are going to adopt Ogra, and he got the painting so it will be in a happy home, AND bless his heart he fixed my scanner for me... woot. |
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| not very good at journalling |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|09:07 am] |
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emotional
ok... stressed, tired, need a change
Physical
getting better every day, alhamduAllah
have a migraine, but not debilitating
spiritual
want my period to end so I can pray, miss the closeness with Allah
I have never been so financially screwed in my life, yet I'm strangley not worried....
I really love Salman and wish that we could meet, I would like to know what person he is in real life.... |
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| bleh |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|03:16 pm] |
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the ring was a flop in the auction, the person who wants it seems like a fake... life's a bitch and then you fry... it is Ramadan and there is a reason for all this but since Sam just called to yell at me, I'm not up to figuring it all out... bleh... |
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| the light at the end of the tunnel... |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|02:43 pm] |
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I got an email from a dealer in Indonesia.... they want to know if I can ship it there, and if I can take a credit card... the shipping is fine, but I specify in my add that it has to be cashiers check etc. We'll see if they can convert their credit to cash payment... inshAllah... additionally we now have 15 watchers... surely someone in that mess will be a bidder. I'm sure they will all wait until the last minute to bid... and it will be a case of who is the biggest bidder... inshAllah... it's going to be a bumpy ride... |
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| zombified.... |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|07:24 am] |
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17 hours and 52 Minutes to go... alhamduAllah, tomorrow is most likely the beginning of Ramadan and the ring closes right before midnight... inshAllah this will be a valid beginning to my Ramadan this year... I only slept 3 hours last night... shouldn't it have to be over 4 to be considered sleep? back to trying to contact anyone who might be interested... |
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